Journal Entry: Tue Jun 18, 2013, 3:15 PM
Welp, me and mom are back from the store. It didn't hurt too much to walk around, and I was walking on it for about an hour. The only thing that hurt was my heel 'cause of the angle I had to walk on my right foot, and my left foot. My right ankle never started hurting from overuse. So that's good. Not like I plan to walk anywhere else anytime soon. Gonna let this thing heal now.
We got a little more than was intended, but that was mostly my art stuff, and undergarments. And some yogurt for me and stuff for the Game Night at my mom's AA place Friday. Which I plan to go to, just for something to do, and because the last one was fun. All I'll have to do is sit in a chair and watch the adults play games. Maybe there'll be another kid or two there.
But anyways, all that food stuff was under foodstamps, so no worry about that stuff.
I actually kinda got in trouble at WalMart, though. xD I was wearing my ankle brace, and no sock. And we didn't know that you have to have socks on at WalMart. xD So an employee kindly made us aware of this for in the future. At least she was nice about it.
Now, a few things I don't think I ever mentioned.
I'm out of school now, I missed the last day due to spraining my ankle the day before. So it's summer vacation for me, now. Yay! But then afterwards I get to go to high school. ...Back to the bottom of the food chain...
Sixth grade sucked balls, and seventh was barely tolerable, eighth was okay. The first year always sucks. So I'm not looking forward to nineth grade, especially 'cause High School can be vicious. My mom says that by High School everyone will have matured, but I don't think so. So, I better get a backpack with a lock if I wanna feel safe.
Anyways, I came out to my mom a while back. She already knew that I'm bisexual and genderfluid, but I never told her that Jaz and I are together. So one day while we were driving in the car, I decided to tell her. So I told her something along the lines of, "Mom, there's something that I've been meaning to tell you for a while now. I haven't told you because I don't want to hurt you, but I've decided that I am who I am and I'm not here to please you or be what you want me to be. So I just want you to know that Jaz and I ARE dating," and then she said that she saw it coming and I asked if she was mad. She said no, that she was dissapointed. And so I reminded her that I'm not here to be what she wants me to be, or live by her rules and standards. And she said that she knows, and that her councelor keeps telling her that.
So I'm glad that she didn't get all upset with me. She accepts it. She's not happy with it, but she knows that I'm happy the way I am, and that she can't make me what she wants me to be, and so she accepts it. She says that she's sad that she'll never have grandchildren, but I told her that we can adopt. And she's all like "No, lesbian couples can't adopt," and I told her that we'll see. I prefer adopting, anyways, because it gives a child who was abandoned a second chance, while giving birth to more babies just takes away a possible second chance for those forgotten babies.
So, yeah. That's been my life recently. I'm sitting here with my couches turned towards each other to make a mini bed, and I'm sitting here playing The Legend of Spyro: The Eternal Night. I've honestly been trying to beat it for years. I beat the one before it, and after it, but can't beat it. So I don't know the middle part of the story. What fun. So I hope to beat it, soon.
I might have Robert coming over tomarrow to play Minecraft with me, so you may not see much of me tomarrow.
Listening to: My fan
Reading: WARRIORS: Fire and Ice
Watching: Stupid YouTube videos
Playing: The Legend of Spyro: The Eternal Night